I’m giving up on life. I can’t keep going. I’ve said too many times: the pain keeps growing. If it gets better, then I’m impatient. I’ve given it the time it needs, now I’m done waiting. Gun to my head, make it all go away. I can’t accept another chance at another day. Goodbye, fake friends. Goodbye, false hope. If we meet again someday, I hope you’ll help me cope. God knows you all failed. God knows it’s my fault. Maybe when I walk another path, my wounds won’t fill with salt. I’m putting this to rest for once and for all. You’ll never have to think of me or my faults. Just let me go. Wish me off into the void, I know you won’t shed a tear as I am destroyed. I hope what’s on the other side is better than what’s here. I hope that God forgives me for giving in to fear.
credits
from The Burdens We Bear,
released January 14, 2016
Sam Whitaker - Instrumentals
Carl Schulz - Vocals/lyrics
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